Is it so easy ???

" You never know ".. this i grabbed from one of my seniors and my bestie... really , sometimes i feel how different it is to plan a totally different thing for yourself and with new people , time and surroundings , some totally new things and plans come up to you. It was a time when i never thought this way or you may say decided not to think this way but now i am . You really don't wish to give this right to anyone to hurt you , abuse you or do anything which makes you sad , but as time goes on things change and the things which you never wished for are youselves encouraging for.
I know you all might be very well confused to make up what i actually want to say .... Its just you think something , something different happens....blah blah blah............

Designing , My Favourite Job !

 Here are some designs designed for plaing gold jewellery !

 

These are designed at a very basic stage as in manufacturing i still have a long way to go here as well but I know i can do it. These are pendant sets . These were the assignments given by me ....

CAD designing

my design.

Tanjul Sarkar

(Aspiring Jewellery Designer)

Tasks performed by me in Manufacturing Dept. by me in 1st semester !

My tool kit

Open cube

Hemisphere

Melting Silver (Ag)

Wall hanging designed as well manufactured by me using scrap metal (brass & copper)

Plain sheets of brass and copper given to us for performing various exercises !

Different objects manufactured by in the end of 1st sem after polishing (emery)

Cuff Links designed by me .

Sphere made up using 2 metals (br & cu).

Box with a lid as per the given dimensions by the institute ( lid holder designed by me) .

Male female !

Sawing exercise

Sawing in and out .

Sawing and drilling on a metal !

Knife / envelop cutter as per the dimensions and design given by the institute !

Sterling silver(925) swastik pendant as per the design and dimensions given by the institute .

Pendant designed and manufactured by me .

Pendant designed and manufctured by me as per the criteria given by institute !

My experience at the manufacturing dept. has been very intresting . It always made me more and more excited and enthusiastic to learn more and more . I always waited and still wait for the new exercises and to explore more , experiment more with different tools and tactics. I still got to learn lot more and go a long way ahead !

Tanjul Sarkar 

(aspiring jewellery designer)

!!!!!!

Sitting on the pavement outside my house, sound of crackers coming from far away seems some marriage celebration is going on , insects making a creaky sound seems they are talking to each other ... all this is giving me a feeling of being lonely lost somewhere in a dark jungle . I know it may sound wierd to some and intresting to others but that is what I am ! Just time to time I am thinking about my friend who is really very upset as he lost his precious pearl ! I know this will pass on soon .

The moon , high in the sky , looks so beautiful tonight , hiding behing the clouds playing hide & seek spreading its glittering light . Beneath , stands huge trees which are such dark that it is hard to mane any difference . This lonely moment , ah ! I wish ... behind the trees stands a temple , light glowing and spreading a lil light of its own .

I love admiring the moon , its so peaceful and calm !

There is so much pain in this whole world . Every person is facing some or the other problem ... i just sit and think - is there a single person who is really having that peace of mind which i really wish to have ? 
I never get my answer although . All are running behind some or the other thing , some run behind money , some are after their goal , some are after their love , some busy taking revenge , etc.
This is it ????


Tanjul sarkar
aspiring jewellery designer  

i wish i was there with my people

Its really becoming more difficult for me than i guessed !
Durga Puja is one the main festivals for bengalis and i am very much into this fest as it is my favourite festival but this year its not the same as always .Since i was a child to till date i have been celebrating this festival in my hometown with my community members friends and family , people know me well there and i know them too... I am  one of the youngest one in the series of my generation .

There people are for the people and by the people but here the case is totally different and show off business is at heights... !!! i am not among them and i am again left out... missing kanpur , missing home... !!!

Thank You MAA

I have always been sharing many diffferent aspects related to me , my life , my thoughts , etc. but i never expressed and shared my feeling I have for my Mother , the respect i have for her , the love , the understanding , attachment  !
Today whatever I am , however I am I can proudly say i am my mother's daughter . Really mothers do have a magical mind.. They are always able to read whats going on their children mind.
Today the person who understands me the most is  my mother . She is not only an admiration for my but she is an inspiration for me too. Whenever I talk to my nanima (grandma) , she always tells me stories from my mothers childhood and teenage life  , all her habits , way of living life , managing things , adjusting at different circumstances , hardwork she did all through her life , her anger , her patience , everything .
Today I can say I love my mother more than anything else. Really , today i'm alive , i'm happy , i'm working hard just because I know that my maa is always there by my side . Whenever I'll tend to fall , she is always going to be there to save me , to hold me.
 It was time I never thought so deeply about  her , about whatever she does for me or how important she is to me . But today I know , .... frankly speaking i am getting emotional n even getting short of words... its just

                        I LOVE YOU MAA !

IS IT ME !!!!

Hi again ... As before i'd say the same thing , I'm neither a wonderful writer nor a great orator but whatever it is , I AM "ME" !

Really its been a long time i've boasted about my skills isn't it ?

 I know I write very immature (mostly) ,many people read me and many people don't on the other hand but but but as I'm in a democratic country and i have all rights to enjoy democracy , so I've come up again with a few things which ae totally new and unexpected in life for a girl like me !

Recently , I met a girl in my latenight dreams . I added latenight as i do obvious day dreaming too so i gotta specify ! By theway , I don't know , who was that girl ? what she looked like ? etc . I don't even know what was her connection  with me and why did she appear to me . All i remember is her name "shaarvi" . I remember how i reacted to this noun - "SHAARVI ! wow ! what a name ! "

Next morning , as I told you , all was out of sight but i really felt her presence , a wierd kind of some connection and an attachment and I decided , yeah ! I got a storyline on my mind and ofcorse I'm here to share that same thing with all my dear and lovely readers .


This girl 'Shaarvi' belonged to a small town in the state Madhya Pradesh . She was an average looking girl , never bothering about hi-fi people and what they think about her , living her life to the fullest with huge dreams .She , she didn't even know what was she upto and what will her life be in coming months and years ! All that she knew was her life , family , handful friends , scooty , limits , responsibilities of her own only , people , etc. She never cared how things will happen or what turns in life may take place . She just had faith , that was all !
But then slowly and gradually she started realising or say learning what actually LIFE is !
Its but obvious not easy as we suppose it to be . Its not a 2minutes maggi know !

Slowly-slowly , she learnt that the way she expected her life and various people and things to be was not at all same . Instead it was totally a vice versa situation !
Her actual responsibilities were in lime light now . Her mom and sister were her main priorities now . Thing were becoming tougher , which a normal teenage girl may not be facing . But she was !

Was shee ready ? Did anyone ever asked how she felt like or what she wanted ??? No !! and there was a big NO to all her questions .

In the process , she had to move on to Bangalore for her futher studies , miles away from her town , family and friends . Her life was nomore what it used to be !

When she stepped tha land of bangalore , far away from everything that was important to her , she made a few decisions like she's gonna start afresh  and work hard accordingly . She'll achieve success and will never ever run behing for peoples goodwill . She'll be all on her own with no friends , she'll never ever fall for love ,etc . I can think of what she might have thought - " yaar , success toh chahiye but wo koi plate pe saje tarah tarah ke swadisht pakwano ki tarah thode hai jo man ko lalchayegi and asani se mil jayengi ! huh , jitni mehnat karo utni kam hai but pure jee jaan se kaam karungi and maa ka naam roshan karungi , behen ke saare sapne sach karungi ! "

But did this all happen ??? lets see ...

She , as i mentioned before , decided  she'll make no new friends , she'll be living with full raw and rude attitude , no sympathy . She'll be harmful , selfish , etc . and with all this and passing time , she started with her studies. She was a computer engineer aspirant !
But with all this , nothing happened according to what she has decided . It never happens , its a nature's rule . Kitna bhi try karlo hona wahi hai jo khuda ne likh diya hai !

She made friends (life without them is incomplete ) ,partied , etc .She also went again her main decision , she fell in love for the first time ! She didn't want this to happen but...

Again , as always , time played an important role in her life too .Nothing was happening according to her wish , everything seemed to be as a slipping hand . She lost control over her mind and became more and more unstable .
She was acting normal , but whenever that guy came infront of her , a serene movement took place in her nerves and that moment , she felt more and more disheartened ! She called it love because this time it was really different , a serene connection and a desperate desire of being with that guy was there. There were many more things but then there was no use . This alll was no more happening and tolerable because she could tolerate anything but a HEARTBREAK ?????
Yeah heartbreak as she knew or say she assumed that the guy won't ever be with her , love her , like her and would never wish to be with her . This gave her more and more pain . Alas ! she decided to ignore him and thought that with time all will become neutral !
It became more and more difficult for her as whenever the guy appeared infront of her she felt that pain more ......
slowly slowly this wierd unwanted and left out feeling grew more and more in her....

Now , I would like to ask all my readers , do you really think that again everything is going to happen according to her ??? Is everything going to get normal ??? In my point of view , ofcorse not , but reeally i am not finding words to end up this story . I really wish for a happy ending but i have no magical wand in my hands ....


just wish .......................  <3 p="p">

Tanjul Sarkar
(aspiring jewellery designer)

cOnNeCtIoN....

A big hello to all my readers.. you all might be thinking ki what all shit i've been writing for a last few months... that zeal , that feeling was missing ! isn't it ? Again i'd say the same that i neither a great writer nor an orator , 'i'm just me' ...


It's after a long time , i heard my soul in the silence of 'MOUNT MARY CHURCH, BANDRA' .. really thanks to one of my friends isha who took us there... i lighted a light turquise n white colour candles... felt good ..

I don't know whats happening to me , that zeal , excitement , desire and what things again gathering up in my life , i wanna live again just not for the sake of living but for 'living' .... again that feeling of moving on adheres my mind... i wish , i can just wish .... i don't know whats actually happening or may be i know but i don't wanna accept.. haha again your friend means me is in the same dilemma ... today after years i had 'ichak dana' ... ayush told me the name.... this place i visited today , i'm in love with it...i could have never thought  or imagined of such place here in mumbai ! And was searching of such place in the crowd of millions. I don't know how to take this ... was it a coincidence or its all planned before hand... i wish i could read few things... which always leave me behind with a big '?' ... its just a new girl in a new city found an awesome place where she could find that connection.. when this connection thing misses na , everything is just a formality .... and when you get connected its just you yourself... its been after 3 months i was in my form , i didn't bother what the world around me would think , what tantrums i'll get , what and how my friends or others will criticize me , i don't care about a single thing...that loneliness ka tag still there but it got a different meaning in my life . I just know that i'm gonna be stronger and nothing can break or let down this strength , this confidence .... nothing ... ah i'm just speechless ... loved the day ! thanks to my friends - rashi , ayush , dhawal , dhwanil and isha <3>

a new world ..... for me ...

I can say i'm one of the luckiest person on earth as i have chosen this field as a career and then a profession ... as this field  is a kinda rare though coming up with a great speed ... i wanna share some facts about it...

Jewellery Designing

ON THE back of a sizzling growth of the organised jewellery industry, striking job openings and exciting entry-level salaries, many specialised institutes catering to the industry have mushroomed in the recent past. It's a fine era to consider jewellery designing as a career preference.

India is the largest gems and jewellery market in the world (the domestic market is Rs 63,000 crore), but largely in the unorganised sector with a significant focus on gold. With the entry of big players like Tanishq, Swarovski, DeBeers, D'- damas, the shifting thrust on gems and stones rather than pure gold is giving a big push to the organised gems and jewellery industry.

Your grandma's old jewellery may be treasured and pricey heirlooms, but they simply do not hold a candle to the existing styles being worn. Jewellery these days is exclusive and contemporary. "People are very image cognizant. They don't want jewellery as a representation of financial security but to make a fashion statement and also as trends wear that suits different occasions."

 Getting Started 
Previously, the single way to learn this skill was to be an apprentice to an experienced jeweler. But these days, one can take up a diploma course in jewellery design after school. Numerous institutes, all over India, present diploma courses in jewellery designing. A student has to pass an aptitude test and interview before qualifying for the course. One could be from any field. But an art background does help in the long run.

The course gives you essential information on the diverse kinds of stones, colour schemes in jewellery, design themes, presentation and framing, designing individual jewellery pieces, men's jewellery, costume jewellery, jewellery costing, etc. But to a professional in designing jewellery does not need formal training. A professional in any other field can take up jewellery designing workshops and set up a business production house.

• Opportunities
  One can work in any of the following sectors:
  • Jewellery designing house
  • Export house
  • Fashion house
  • Self-employment
  • Freelance designing
  If you join an export house, you can see your new designs in the international market. Most of the students start their own business by setting up a production house.
  
  As a freelance designer your job is to draw a design according to the specifications of the jewelers' house. You also need to direct the manufacturing of the jewellery by the craftsman of the jewellery house.
• What it takes?
  •  There are no specific personality traits for jewellery designers. One can learn everything while getting trained. However, you just need a passion for the profession; otherwise there is no way one can learn.
  • A sense of design is imperative. Precision and attention to detail are also equally important for a successful jeweller. One should be very creative, imaginative and technically sound.
  • It's also important to have a working knowledge about manufacturing.
  • One should be well-versed with the fashion industry on the international front too.
  
  
  
• The Job
  • Jewellery designers prepare sketches - by hand or on the computer - to conceptualise the design. After consulting with the customer or the manufacturing team, designers fashion detail drawings, a structural model, computer simulations, or a full-scale prototype.
  • Computer models allow superior effortlessness and flexibility in exploring a number of design alternatives, thus reducing design costs and cutting the time it takes to deliver a product to market.
  • Designs are created on regular or floral patterns and then generate forms by connecting different structures together. The range of raw materials is exhaustive - from economical and easily available stuff like paper, wood, terracotta, jute, to highly priced Swarovski crystals!
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  Tanjul sarkar
  aspiring jewellery designer 

???????

these days if u see me then u will fina a biggg "?" on my face. Means literally it has really become difficult for me again to judge people and i'm again back with that same thought of mine.. "i'm happy alone" ....different people different thoughts and all in all a different and diverse reality ...and then after fighting with my thoughts i reach at one decision " i've stepped in this city , in this college to study and become something . So why should i be bothered about other things when they hardly matter to me ???" n again i start thinking that why i shouldn't bother too.. ufff... i really hate this tom and jerry fight of my mind n my heart :(... really !! And then nowadays to add to my sadness , i'm missing my home , hometown , food and everything soo god damn badly ... sheh !!! plzzz. need some air lord ... need some space and all in all need some stability of my mind .....

my first glamouring evening....

hi guys ... frankly i never thought that this magical spell would make me so much into it.... yesterday , 6july'12 , our freshers party would make me feel so delighted... it was also a way through which we batchmates - me , rashi , ayush , isha , dhawal , dhwanil , mehul , hansa , aparna & vikram .. got an opportunity to know each other... really our other batch mates missed it.. :) thanks to the guys mentioned above to make me feel so good that i , for a minute forgot that i am missing mishika.. but still i miss her loads.. just wish she was there with me last evening.. ..thanks thanks thanks... to all who made this evening possible..

hi again

hi to all my readers.. well slowly slowly i'm adjusting myself in this new atmosphere among new people , new situations , this college life which will again take a sharp turn someday ! but still my past , my school , my friends .. i wish all were back,,, huh really miss them alot..

Well last whole week we did sketching and this week we started all new with manufacturing lessons . The vernier callipers , a tool to measure accurately , i couldnt learnt to use when i was in class 11th n 12th but now m well trained :).. thank god i'm a science student ! hehe ! really m kinda enjoying as i'm studing my desire my dreams ! wish me luck..cya soon :)

Finally college...

hey guyss... well i'm finally here with my new college life stories.. well i've no collection of stories but yeah few instances...my first friend or say my college mate is rashi . she's really a nice n descent girl . Actually she's senior to me but still we belong to same batch so all are called friends.. umm... yesterday i was badly missing school and my hometown kanpur but then rashi really helped me.. even my design professor said that our emotions matter alot while designing so we need to b focussed and cheerful while sketching designing and every other such work.. i also got aquainted with a bengali guy ganesh . he too is a nice guy .. frankly speaking all are good but i like rashi , ganesh , nikita , dhwanil , abhijeet ..baki sab bhi also mast dhinchak...but then suddenly a feeling urged in me k again that kind of happiness is gathering me but still how can i b so sure that these people will accept me the way mishika n all my kanpur friends did ? will this happiness stay forever with me.. ah and that silence again gathered me..well today we had sketching sessions .. i never imagined that i , the girl who always ran away with this name of sketching will be doing the same..may god bless me and the other students too :) goodnight ;)

an evening full of laughter ! :)

heya..writing after quite a long time... days started very worst..means , can't tell it wasn't even worth breathing.. then slowly.. things anyhow managed on its own and then day was kinda balanced...we had to go out for my d had an meeting with one of my uncles ! his kid and nephews too accompanied him.. then we 5 ..like me my sister jitumoni isha n manas...we had a lots of sudden masti / fun ! we had a huge day.. entered the joy ride.. though for a moment i forgot all the miseries existing in my life..but still it was great...helped me to balance myself.. manas also won a toy for me..soft-toy..i loved it.. me kya it was common for all but it was given to me .. he is my senior..
wish to have such joyrides for ever n ever... :'( :) moments of laughter ! had a lot of fun...really missed my sisso (mysh ) love her loads ! :) well will write soon..tata...

monsoons in mumbai...

Hi all my readers.. finally its monsoon season . first shower , call it a blessing only ! what other feel i don't know then it gives me new hopes to live , to survive , find new oppotunities , find new ways , become stronger , feel special , ah wierd person and full of wierd feelings.... may god bless all !

brrr... tension free now !

hey ! i'm back.. see na i was so much tensed about my intermediate results ! but luckily i'm passed with 1st division :) i scored 74 % , though not as expected but still i'm happy because i was damn horrified for physics but then i scored such that i passed ! :) hahaha...really i didn't want to get back to my hometown , kanpur !

Nw i've to look ahead for my future life n my career ! may god bless me :)

getting goosebumps....

Hey friends.. m back.. m ... u can say so excited plus anxious plus frightened as my 12th class(intermediate) results are going to come by 11 am today ! don't know what i'm gonna score.. what others are gonna score.. what will happen and what will not ... uff.. wish me luck my readers ! :/

an awesome evening...

Day was quite a bore but then this is what i've decided.. means i am the only one to choose a lonely life..but then in the evening one of my dads friend visited us . He is an actor , really an awesome guy and one of dads junior who was going to accompany us to a bengali theatre ! earlier i as just so very silent but then he started to talk..he was too a great guy... really we reached ravindra natya mandir in mumbai..it was great . earlier i wasn't enough excited but then as soon as the play was about to start i felt that excitement within me as for the first time i was going to watch a play that too of my mother language "bangla" !
it was awesome.. kind of an unsuccessful love story , really a nice one . though in between i got kinda bore but i really enjoyed .. here really such opportunities are great ! was feeling a bit closer to my culture and religion. the play troop was basically from bangladesh ! all the audience were bongs only.. different people... i loved watching...


its high time and me tired too.. cya soon,,, feeling sleepy lolzzz.. !

thought ... for a while... wish others thought the same

heya , its all about means what i wanna feel and what i don't ... the world seems to be progressing , no doubt but has anyone ever thought whats the actually happening in return for this progress.. i also know that i've a meagre majority of people who think like me.. means ofcourse i'm not against but the thing is that why , why the hell bad things are happening too ?
means the most basic things are being ignored just because they are useless or they don't return you any profit... can't only blame the authorities since the common man is also involved..i really wish all think about it and do something.. because if we'd do than that would be ofcourse for the majority population for our country for our motherland ! but no , people prefer easy tasks and individual profit , that's all... if they are gonna think for the majority then acc to them how are they gonna make it.. sheh  !
really , i am not saying to dedicate or sacrifice the whole 100 % but its just a question of 1-5 % ... can't we all afford that much when its a call for the nation , our land , everything that counts in it.... just think guys,,, just think..hope that we'd ever reach a point... :)
thats what i feel sometimes...
nothing personal just as a whole  we can rock...

messy life !

Really i sometimes feel why the hell i am always surrounded by so many problems... but now i understand the real fact , its just all because of me. My weakeness i always try that no one is hurt because of me but then what happens actually? Its just me who is left so helpless and unnoticed sometimes... really i am selfish and mean and thank god slowly and gradually i'm succesful in presenting that tanjul to the world ! means really sometimes its better being rude with people you want to be happy and successful. Literally i  think i messed up my life on my own...slowly i think my love towards humanity would turn into hatred for the ones i don't know or i don't wanna be around me ! really a fishy and shitty situation  .. ah !
sometimes i really feel so agitated towards the conditions.... now i really am afraid of losing only few selected people in my life - maa (mother) , tanu (sister ) , mishika & sarim (best friends forever )... don't wanna lose..i totally depend on my tendencies and vibrations in life thats it ....

really i sometimes think and feel how complicated is the human nature ...
means its a matter of thought that how we humans react so differently to every different problem.. some trust new people at first go and some take years to gain trust and faith...how diplomatic everything seems to be...'
I've simply decided i'll be doing whatever i'll feel is right and try making things right
baki its the persons wish how he / she wants to take that suggestions and everything i'll provide with..i neither have the right nor the guts to change anything written by god either in my life or in anyones life..so its better to move on ! ....

i wish my readers read it and think about it...specially focus the 2nd paragraph ...


@tanjul !

moments :)

Well , its most of time my i lie on my bed all alone thinking about my past , present and the upcoming future. its me and my silence.. really sometimes its so necessary , this silence , this peace , this loneliness but if all this accompanies for long it becomes a pain on my nerve. It would for any other normal human being or any creature with emotions , needs . who doesn't need a company in his or her life . its just a need , a desire sometimes !
Today i had my best friend sarim with me who accompanied me and my silence. I made a pizza first time serving any friend and luckily it was damn crunchy n yummy. really i have observed whenever i'm with my best friend cum sister / sisso "mishika" (most times) or sarim , i kinda forget every other painful things going on in my life. That phase totally seems to be disappeared !
Ah ! me and sarim first talked , had pizza coke and few conversations then we switched on the laptop and played few tracks . we both sat silently doing nothing though thousands of thoughts were coming and going in our minds but we hardly spoke anything. I really enjoyed this silence this kind of emptiness or say a partially lonely moment. really it seems to be a human nature that whenever we are with our friends , all the worst things happening finds a "comma" on their path. can't say !

Don't know but some positive energy i gained after my best friends visit.. again i find myself in a lil past . like before i had a speed in my fingers while typing as now , my mind kept running finding more and more new thoughts , any kind . again i seem to have that power which was kinda lost within me . this word power , i find it to be my strength sometimes. i don't know what it is but really wanna thank sarim for all this is happening... really though i've got less but friends like "mishika, sarim , tanisha , omkar " and few more are real treasures of my book of life...thanks to you all for providing me such moments which i can think of and feel these moments anytime , anywhere !

tanjul <3

where's my sunrise...

well its sometimes so difficult to live more..everything seems to be exhausting you , everything is out of mind.. and people like me lose control over ourselves,,today something similar happened which should never have happened .. really this guilt is affecting me so badly.. i don't understand right or wrong when i'm angry means nothing comes to my mind..i go mad means really things have changed with me . my hatred for a person who seems to be the most important  in my life is increasing day by day..life's simply hell. But hope this phase of my life ends over soon ! thought the sun rises everyday but it hardly rises in the cycle of my life. The sunshine that brightens up my world is missing , everywhere what i see is just a darkeness and end up with a failure but i hope , i feel i'd come over all the obstacles soon ! may god bless me ! :(

journey ,,, i love'em

tomorrow morning i'm heading to my mother's home "nanima's place".. people there are eagerly waiting for me and to add the excitement i'm going w'out any of my family members...all are busy with their works...
i'll be accompanied by an uncle working under my mama(mom's brother ) ..but still i'll be alone :) cool na...will be returning soon...till then miss you (my blog) ! love !

FEELINGS....sometimes so desperate to know !

Sometimes i feel , whats the importance of my existence on this earth ! I frequently try finding answers to some questions like " where do i come from ? where i have to end up ? "
Really , who knows the actual cause to all this ! the exact one !?
I know its the silly me in me who's thinking all this but still , we live in a democracy and are free to think anything in any respect ! Its really something between God and and every human being on this earth !
brrr...really these pondering moments just build up confusion and castles of question but at the same time make me familiar of the fact which .. ummm .. i'm not even sure about their existence ! But from insight i really wanna know the cause . I wish i could !
I know i can never take that Lord's place ..means i can't even dream of it. But i can surely do great work , like he did !
We all know , the one's we consider God were also humans like us but with some super natural powers !  They worked for the welfare and justice of random people who really needed .
They(God and Goddesses ) were provided with some other superpower . Now , has anyone ever thought whose that providing the superpowers,,????
We simply  praise but i bet , no one have ever thought of knowing the truth ? whose actually running this whole world !
Hope some or the other day i'll get my answers . Till then i expect my readers to think and ponder about the fact i presented . This is not specifically for a particular religion , its as a whole and we exist as 1 !
Tanjul

love this song

this is my most favourite song from the block buster movie "agneepath" ! really my emotions are so much attached , sometimes i find myself in the song and tears flow through my eyes ! 

thanks to sonu nigam , the singer of this song to bring it out !

past 2 years

hi friends !
these days i'm a bit frequent.. what to do ! can't keep me away from this place which is full opportunities to know the world,,,share your emotions , spirits , and everything you wish to . isn't it ?
i stepped in this school "vsec" on 20 july 2010 ! really it was really a striving session for me for few months...many ups and downs i witnessed but a famous hindi saying "ant bhala toh sab bhala" , meaning end is well then all is well !
Really how these days passed so enthusiastically joyfully.. can't even express.. still i'm here to express only...lol of me..i don't even watch out what i say !

heya once again....
the day i stepped or say the day which was assigned my first working day at vsec , ah i was looking a "champu" hairs so sticky , so so streched ! hahaha in simple words i should say , i was looking a big big big LOL ! 

my best friend home...

ah .. she suddenly arrived so early ! i was with my dad and sis in my room
As i heard her talking to my mom and grandmaa... i ran downstairs and hugged her tight ! really it seemed as if we were meeting after many years....
basically she came here to learn a chapter relation and functions in maths ! really i love teaching her and noone else ! :D

now she's accompanying my sis in the kitchen as my sis preparing a dish in kitchen "pavbhaji"...wah my sis cooking that too a surprize !
now got to go...cya soon !
tanjul

chemistry exam...

ah really enjoying my last days of student life... tomorrow is my chemistry exam and i'm trying to deal sucessfully with the organic chemistry ...really its not my type..my bestfriend mysh she deals with organic successfully i think and me with physical chemistry ! talking to her on phone..she's using her dad's cell haha ! and i'm here sharing my special moments with all my readers.
i don't know whether people like reading me or not but really i love sharing my moments with them
listening to one of the blockbuster movies of bollywood "agneepath" track "ab hai samne ise chu lu jara "
awesome track !
i know i should be tensed and frightened humming all the mantras but don't know why m a bit confident i know i'll do it ! i pray i'm not proved wrong !
i wish and pray for all my friends and batchmates ! ah please please god ji , be with us...

HAPPY HOLI FRIENDS :)

HATE THIS TIME PERIOD OF MY LIFE !

Hi friends...
I'm here after an interval of a long time...
my board exams are going on . I'm over with English n physics subjects but now still left with chemistry , maths and computers ! these days aren't so well but still i get up every morning with a hope that everything will get fine sooner . ah ! it really is making me difficult to stay alive but then the thought of my loved ones strike out my mind . I can't afford losing them !The thing i hate the most is "dilemmas" and presently my life is like surrounded with dilemmas . No sign of a real smile on my face.But again i would say that according to what my mom says "God is surely making me strong , preparing me for the toughest times so that i don't have to strive n i win with success over those times . The thing i cannot afford is my mom's sad and dull face . I really wish i could make her life more smooth n happy ! Really for this i'm no doubt angry with lord . Hope in this season's first festival which is a fest of colors , my mom's life becomes more colorful , happy and joyful... and hope your prayers would always support me !

HAPPY HOLI FRIENDS :):):)