LIVE LIFE KING SIZE

We all come across many good and bad times in our lives. !!!

In the past 16 years , i too came across many such moments.but hardly i remember much as i am kind of "short term memory loss" .huh ! thats what my friends call me. :) . actually thats not the case at all except some times. hehehe.!!!

In my life or you might say in this adventurous journey of my life , i have come up with many happy moments. Just what i wish for them is to come again and knock my door. actully its a human tendency or may say god-gifted that we love those reasons to stay forever with us which makes us happy though thats not the nature of these moments.but still who won't love to be happy. well thats something else i am going to.

Ah!! won't you like to know whats my thought  about sad and bad ones??? you will laugh at this but on their first visit only , i at once try to get them off my sight and bid them a farewell...hehehe.!!!

But , a few days before, a thought came to my mind.

we all know this cicle of happy and sad moments. they come and go when they have to. they don't act according to what we want. the time for which they will stay with us is fixed . nothing is in our hands !!then why are we getting into it so deeply that we are not able to come out of it and see that whats next waiting for us????

we all love to be happy and hence we always wait for such moments. but has ever anyone thought that what we learn from them is just how to love,  get happiness , a smile , enjoyment and few more almighty things. but lemme ask ! do we ever learn a single lil lesson from it which helps us to stand stiff in those odd moments? no na !!!

on the other hand , if we talk about the bad ones, though we fear them, we don't want them, and at times we hate them but still , though being harsh and rude, atleast they teach us a lesson and go. they teche us to face that time when love , happiness , smile,friends family etc. all leave us .they never leave us empty handed.

Though sun sets but there is always a sunrise after it..!!!!

well i have something , hope all readers like it-
I have seen castles made out of sand,

met people who believe their destiny is engraved on the palm of their hands .

I have seen people change their faith,
experienced love change into hate.

I have seen people grow younger with age,

and a bird who wouldn't fly out of an open cage.

I have seen love sold for money,

people who are devastated inside but outside they are funny.

I have seen unicorn fall in love with toad,

people who have owned half the city have now hit the road.

I have learned to expect the unexpected,

perfection doesn't exist ,we're all defected.

Everyone cries,some just hide their tears,

they say coal turns diamond over a thousand years.

Some may believe you are one in a million,

for others you are just another nobody in the billion.

I just want my reader to read it once and they will realize that life is toooo.. short and we here just for a moment !!!

so LIVE LIFE KING SIZE with all that you have ,cherish all your moments HAPPY OR SAD..!!! :)

-Tanjul

New Girl In School !!!

It is my first attempt . i just thought to make a try and i am here with a story of very simple girl aisha from a city name yaadsheher.

well this idea of yaadsheher isn't my invention but its taken from NILESH MISRA'S radio show YAADON KA IDIOT BOX...really i'm a great fan of him . the way he speaks , his voice and everything. see again he's distracting me..lolzz.

when aisha first stepped in this school , she was full of mixed feelings . she was with her mother . for her , her mother was her strength, LIKE her life support system , but she never expressed this in front of her mother. she had a sister named ahana. both always fighted like cats and dogs but if they were seperated then really they could not breathe. 

As she kept moving towards the main office , many thoughts crept into her mind .many passed by and many stayed. the thought which were actually disturbing her much was this that whether she would get admission or not because it was mid-july,very late and specially more horrifying because the first terms had arrived .really that moment was damn challenging for her means there was no other choice. if she didn't get any admission then she had to continue in the same school where she didn't want to go back. but as usual , her mother had a faith in her and even fod . even she also made a set up in her mind that if this admission was in her luck then even god cannot stop to let that happen. so they gave a try and at first attempt , it was a big NO.now, they coudn't even blame the principal because it was genuine . as she moved out of the office, she was a bit upset but as she saw boys playing football, a strange excitement and desire provoked in her for the sport.

actually her main motive was to change school because she got almost frustrated and depressed in her previous school. she has started believing that she cannot clear class 11th if she continued there because she though that her physics teacher won't let anyone pass. she became so dull. in short, she was badly screwed up. but nothing was there to take her out of it , in those days only she got more closer to her mother whom she thought coudn't be close to.her pretty cute face had also shrugged as she kept crying the whole day long in despair.she started bunking her schools. her mind was totally out of studies and yeah she even got a big 0 in a chemistry test held in class. damn embarassing !!!hardly anyone believed.

after the second attempt, finally she got admission. that was like the most happiest moment. actually in truth she had many happiest moments but still it seemed as if it was the bestest one. huh!!! hehehe.. :)
the very next day her mommy went to drop her to school. she was very anxious n afraid also. she had never been to a coed school earlier. since childhood she was in a convent school. well wo chhodo !!! then the peon took her to her respective class. it was written 11-A...boys gatherd at the door . she was also feeling wierd because her first day at new school and her hairs looked like an oil factory...hehehe...slowly and gradually the girls of the class came upto her and made an introduction. she was still frightened with this fact that if they torchured or did something like that but still everything went on smoothly. though not very good friends but atleast she got someone to talk with.
well aisha had to face many things. in the first five months she came witnessed any problems. first one she failed badly in her first term examinations. really sad but no one could help out. then a class 12 guys started liking her. anyhow she managed to exchange her number . seriously this was her worst step .after this that guy started making a fuss and this matter reached the senior teachers. omg !!! what the day it was. because of her mistake she had to face the insult by the principal and also her mother who never had to be in the pincipal office before for any of her wrongdoing had to go there. she was really feeling damn guilty.still this all cleared off.
she was  sports star!!means like i don't know but what she heard . many guys and gals did make fun too but still mnay appreciated . she was the only one among girls who was intrested in playing football. daily she went for morning practices..she never bothered about what others thought or might think. when she joined the school, some stupid kind of rumours were also spread among the students of her batch.

days passed , it was nearing to be the 5th month of her existence in that school , still she lacked good friends . she got a friend with whom she moved about but still kehte hain na "kuch kami si thi".second terms came and passed by ,the condition remained the same.she started missing her friends of  her previous school more and more.she felt so lonely without them.at every instance she missed them, but still life goes on...actually ,i kinda started hating that school...o lord !!!

i think i am taking too long but still theres a lot more...!!!

than after her winter vaccations were over she gor 3 friends - karuna,snehlata,tarika. though she was closed to all 3 of them but the case with tarika was kind a bit different. she started getting back to the real aisha she was at her previous school. she again started enjoying her school life. actually the fact was this that she got a reason to "live life king size"...she got her friends ...again that masti tappa surrounded her. she stopped crying like kiddos on small matters. again that "GUNDAPAN " was back in her. and yeah again her mother got her real daughter aisha back.she stopped fearing for anything. she again regained her strength and confidence with which she fighted with different circumstancs.
she got new friends . her classmates has also accepted her.and on the whole altogether she got a bunch of friends to be with.

 yeah she also experienced the feeling of giving retest in class 11th as she failed in physics subject. actually she never accepted physics to be her subject .

at last, this new girl aisha, got her lost identity .
so this was my short story,,,i know i know!!!it something "uth ke muh mein jire"hehe...

MORAL-"one should basically never lose hope else you will lose yourself "
finally , i take the leave of my loving readers, i know was bit too long and at some parts you might have got bored badly but still as i said , i HOPE you liked it by heart.
by-Tanjul Sarkar

MY FIRST POST !!!

This is my first post for my blog...ANTAS..!!!
ah! really it is a bit horrified condition. You will soon come to knw , why?
this is my first post with my first educational damn crapping failure . today was my first day of school after my final exams. we all expected to have some extra classes for class 12th but what we had was totally different.
teachers declared the names of students failing in the respective subjects n more horrifying ...they were going to give retests. i couldn't explain was was my condition that time. means , i wasn't knowing even what was going to happy. my heartbeats were as fast as " shatabdi express " . really !!!! my fingers were crossed. then slowly our chemistry teacher started reading out the names and then it was my name... my eyes were closed and only i could hear was " tanjul sarkar failed in physics ". actually i was aware of this fact that i am going to fail in this subject but retest !!! . it was totally unexpected. :(
i was really feeling strange within me.
this was also true that i wasn't the only one who was going to give the retest but still for me " i was  alone in the battlefield where i  was going to start a battle with my so called enemy PHYSICS " seriously !!!

but still, after i heard this news, i felt that something has changed in me. the first thing i have passed in chemistry and maths finally. i am saying this because i kept failing the whole year in the three main subjects-physics , chemistry and maths...i totally lost faith in me.i just  cried and cried and cried . all started making fun of me . i started believing that science and me have no connection.
but then my friends mishika, pulkit and my god my mother helped me out of this nightmare i was going through. because of their faith and support  i again gained that self confidence i had lost and started improving my study skill.
today when i heard of this shocking news, i didn't cry. though i got goosebumps but still i didn't cry. may be this was because now i have learn tot deal with such situations . but ya this is for sure that i am gonna really do well. huh ! this was all about my day today.

WILL BE BACK !!!