There have been times when I wished to run back to my
hometown to find some peace, run back to Kanpur. There I’ve my own house where
I’ve spend my precious childhood, seen and felt myself becoming a teenager, seen
my sister become a grow, every room, every corner is like my favourite corner.
I’ve always felt a different connection to this place and
it’s people! I still remember and know the fact about my reaction whenever
someone says I’ve become a total Mumbaikar. I don’t like to hear that. Because
I’m not.
No doubt I did undergo some personality changes but still,
that doesn’t make me a person belonging to a place like Mumbai. There are
people who have got their respectful principles and all, but majority follows
nothing, except that dark life. I don’t wanna be a part of it.
Anyhow, this is the first time I’m missing Mumbai. Maybe not
the city but my daily routine, my friends , my freedom to breathe freely, my
thoughts, my room, my things, my designs, my tools, etc.
I don’t know why, there is this weird feeling of losing
something. I am not getting that peace of my mind which I look for whenever I come down to my home. I
do know few reasons which I’m bound for not disclosing but still there is
something more which is real difficult for me to realize!
I feel lost and tired. I wanna find a place where I can find
myself. Things turn out to be so complicated unknowingly !
I wish things were simpler!
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Tanjul Sarkar
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