A big hello to all my readers.. you all might be thinking ki what all shit i've been writing for a last few months... that zeal , that feeling was missing ! isn't it ? Again i'd say the same that i neither a great writer nor an orator , 'i'm just me' ...
It's after a long time , i heard my soul in the silence of 'MOUNT MARY CHURCH, BANDRA' .. really thanks to one of my friends isha who took us there... i lighted a light turquise n white colour candles... felt good ..
I don't know whats happening to me , that zeal , excitement , desire and what things again gathering up in my life , i wanna live again just not for the sake of living but for 'living' .... again that feeling of moving on adheres my mind... i wish , i can just wish .... i don't know whats actually happening or may be i know but i don't wanna accept.. haha again your friend means me is in the same dilemma ... today after years i had 'ichak dana' ... ayush told me the name.... this place i visited today , i'm in love with it...i could have never thought or imagined of such place here in mumbai ! And was searching of such place in the crowd of millions. I don't know how to take this ... was it a coincidence or its all planned before hand... i wish i could read few things... which always leave me behind with a big '?' ... its just a new girl in a new city found an awesome place where she could find that connection.. when this connection thing misses na , everything is just a formality .... and when you get connected its just you yourself... its been after 3 months i was in my form , i didn't bother what the world around me would think , what tantrums i'll get , what and how my friends or others will criticize me , i don't care about a single thing...that loneliness ka tag still there but it got a different meaning in my life . I just know that i'm gonna be stronger and nothing can break or let down this strength , this confidence .... nothing ... ah i'm just speechless ... loved the day ! thanks to my friends - rashi , ayush , dhawal , dhwanil and isha <3>
It's after a long time , i heard my soul in the silence of 'MOUNT MARY CHURCH, BANDRA' .. really thanks to one of my friends isha who took us there... i lighted a light turquise n white colour candles... felt good ..
