Sunday, July 3, 2011

The terror of fantasy ...

I don't know , why i came up with this but it really laid a patch in my mind and m consistantly thinking about it.
So i would love to share this story from the book of my thoughts and imaginations...
It's a story about a girl who loved to live in a world of her own fantasies.It sounds intresting , isn't it ???

Well sometimes these fantasies seem to heal your wounds , deep on heart & sometimes these so called lovely fantasies leave you with an unbearable pain.
Same was with this girl TRISHA !



She was really a pretty girl spreading happiness around with a single smile on her face. She was really a lovely girl , adorable too.
I don't know why but suddenly a bitter phase struck the train track of her life.Earlier she managed to handle everything but then slowly and gradually conditions were tough and out of her self control.

Ah ! let me tell you a good part before bringing up the harsh truth.
This Trisha , she loved imagining things specially about nature,inventions ,reasons, music , dream of becoming a popstar, devils-spirits-ghosts & ya , about true love too, lolzz...!
And as a result , she always ended up with thousands of questions in her mind. huh ! silly girl.

But then she started believing and finding ways to make contact with afterlife. She wanted to know whether the world is right or there's a different truth behind it.
This is true that everything happens for a reason and with a reason. Now this reason can be the smallest thing too , like take a matchstick.A single matchstick can burn a house.
Following a good path in your life is your decision but still noone can estimate about what's gonna happen the very next moment.

Then she slowly slowly, started believing that some spirit from afterlife is her angel. Ah! " DREAMLAND'S DREAMWORKS " ...
But it was Trisha's fantasy , so i've got no right to make fun of that.

After few days , she started believing that she's becoming mad. Mad in what sense , even she couldn't guess.

The girl who loved her life the way she loved herself suddenly started believing that now she & her life has
become a burden. Really, now this was worst.

She wasn't able to share this killer thing with anyone she knew because she knew the fact that no common person is gonna believe this. She wasn't able to make her out of this hell. She believed her boyfriend whom she loved more than anything else might help him , but the same moment she realized that she can just miss him as they were not together anymore . She couldn't even talk to her parents , means what she would say " Maa paa , i am mad ! i am viewing hellish things direct from hell ! i visited afterlife !!!" ????
Even this will just be remarked as a nightmare she might have seen. Noones gonna believe her.
Everything was going wrong. The conditions were even more wilder. At a little conversation, when it wasn;t in her favour or someone didn't listen to her what she wanted to say, her anger reached the summit of Mt.Everest. She started hurting herself by various things like cuting hands with knife , compass , etc etc.
After few days she started seeing a girl who just resembled her. Everything was same. This fantasy girl started compelling Trisha for doing something really wierd & terrific.
You can't even guess !!!

She asked Trisha to kill herself & Trisha was really getting madder day by day.
This all went for a week or so & then one day a sweet innocent girl got killed. This death was a result of her taking over dose of sleeping pills.
She was dead ! Trisha was dead !
Her family just lost her , lost everything. Her mother kept crying day & night but she sailed to her world of afterlife !
Trisha never came back.

I don't know why i gave this story such a wierd ending but this journey was really terrific !
God bless her soul !!!  :(

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