A feeling of belonging to NOWHERE

There have been times when I wished to run back to my hometown to find some peace, run back to Kanpur. There I’ve my own house where I’ve spend my precious childhood, seen and felt myself becoming a teenager, seen my sister become a grow, every room, every corner is like my favourite corner.

I’ve always felt a different connection to this place and it’s people! I still remember and know the fact about my reaction whenever someone says I’ve become a total Mumbaikar. I don’t like to hear that. Because I’m not.

No doubt I did undergo some personality changes but still, that doesn’t make me a person belonging to a place like Mumbai. There are people who have got their respectful principles and all, but majority follows nothing, except that dark life. I don’t wanna be a part of it.

Anyhow, this is the first time I’m missing Mumbai. Maybe not the city but my daily routine, my friends , my freedom to breathe freely, my thoughts, my room, my things, my designs, my tools, etc.

I don’t know why, there is this weird feeling of losing something. I am not getting that peace of my mind which I  look for whenever I come down to my home. I do know few reasons which I’m bound for not disclosing but still there is something more which is real difficult for me to realize!

I feel lost and tired. I wanna find a place where I can find myself. Things turn out to be so complicated unknowingly !

I wish things were simpler!

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Tanjul Sarkar

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